PEOPLE!!!!

that wont mind thier damnbusiness actually irritate me.
case1: i walk into the gym, and i run into someone who attended uni with me, he says" OMG you look so so good. *he twirls me around* looks me up and down, nice appreciatve glance, then he says" what are you doing here?" are you trying to gain weight?

if i have a dollar for everytime any man i see in my gym asked me that, i'd be a millionare by now. like seriously, am i that skinny?

case2: i get to church, i see this woman that has been fat all her life, pull me aside and say" watch your weight oo, dont be fat like me, you know i am already married"

1. WHAT IS YOUR DAMN BUSINESS?????
*cue music, Durella ENEMIES*

ok but seriously, i am happy with my body, i have never been this healthy, i eat properly, i execrise, i sleep well, my skin is relatively clear. im working towrds a 28 waist line. and i have never felt better.

so why does everyone have something to say about the way i look?

i have been "painfully"skinny. all my life. i finally get an ass and im fat? *confused* me im happy o. i dont know about any body else, but i am pleased,and that is the reason why i told off the fat aunty at my church. lol.

i didnt go to the gym on saturday.:(

actually it was the damn weathers fault. the weather was all for cuddling and no thing else. so thats what i did. and no gym. but i shall go today. hopefully.

YESTERDAY

i was at the gym. i quit using a trainer. i realised there was no point.

i dont hurt as much anymore.

my work out plan is : 30 mins on the treadmill. 120 sit ups. and a bunch of ther execercises.

operation two pack. ive also stopped eating after 5pm. latest 7pm.

to enable this seriously, i would not visit anyone after 6pm. lol.

i also am on a no-pop soda-esque drinks. coke fanta sprite. and eva water isnt as intresting.

however i love the feel after using the treadmill. and i have a certain glow.

off course all this is in my mind.

About Me

basically. i am a skinny girl. or i used to be, till for some reason i began 2 swell.

well my breasts and bum did. to a size i was very pleased with.

but as with every free luch or greek gift, it came with a cost.

a belly. a fat arms. EEEEEEEEEKKKKKK

and off course im not asking for the body of a video vixen, i just wanta flat tummy.

but i asked around, apparently if the tummy goes, so do BOTH the ass and breasts. lets not forget the hips.

so i have reached a compromise with my self and my body.i will reach a size 28 waist. and a 2pack. that way i keep the ass, at least a nice chunk of it.

right now im at 31 and i know it may seem like such a small feat but i've weighed the same thing for ever 75kg.evern when i was a size 8.

so there is my dilemma.
join me.
fatty bum bum